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Milltown Road (Click here for Past Performances)
August 2010
Miller has been sent by Geri to Kimberlee Farms for three months of intensive re-training. Pictured with trainer Amelia, Miller shows his contentment while
temporarily stabled at Kimberlee Farms.

September 2009
Miller regularly works out in the round pen and has been cleared to ride. This is a photo no one thought would ever be taken a couple
of years ago.
Watch Milltown Road trot in the round pen on YouTube

May 2009
Miller has had another birthday and is now seven years old. He is being trained under saddle and Geri reports it
is quite the adventure. Miller being Miller is not easy to control but he has learned to trot and canters even though
technically he is not allowed to do so. He embraces his training with
a great deal of spirit and enjoys working out in the arena. The photos below show his very energetic nature.
 
August 5, 2008
NS Founder Karin had the opportunity to visit with Miller and caregiver Geri and reports that Miller is now walking comfortably and that his leg (pictured) is no longer swollen although rather deformed. Miller was in great spirits and allowed Karin to give him a massage and was extremely friendly, relaxed and cooperative. His rehab at Rancho East and with Geri has not been without its ups and downs though. Recently Geri began ponying him with her Tennessee Walker, Samwise and that has sometimes been quite an adventure. Ponying with Samwise makes Miller think he might be going out to the track! Things are really looking up for this boy. He is really spoiled though and a such a treat beggar. He would paw a giant crater ogling for treats if allowed.


Milltown
Road at Magali Farms |
A few years ago the racing syndicate both Geri and
I belong to private purchased a gelding named Milltown
Road by Tough Knight. His grandfather was the great
Mr. Prospector. Geri and I both immediately recognized
what a special horse he was in terms of his supreme
intelligence. However, because of this intelligence
he was very strong-willed and wanted to do things his
way. Doing things his way resulted in much punishment
at the track that we were even unaware of. Miller loved
to race though and showed he had some talent. Unfortunately
he had a weakness and injured his suspensory ligament
November 2005. Consequently he was treated through stem
cell therapy and sent to Magali Farms in Santa Ynez,
California to recuperate. Now in hindsight, we know
he was brought back to the track too early and only
had nine months of rest. From our research we now know
he should have had a full year off. However, when he
returned to the track in August 2006 and resumed his
training he was strong and determined. His first race
took place exactly a year from his last race at Hollywood
Park. It was again a night race and we know he doesn’t
like to be out nights but he did alright and it was
more or less a practice drill. In December 2006 he raced
again and this time finished a strong second on the
turf. On January 18th he raced again at Santa Anita
and came from behind to win once again. Thereafter he
developed a filling on his leg. For some reason or another
this reoccurrence of injury was not deemed to be critical
and he was raced for the last time on March 17th at
Santa Anita. Miller was racing strongly and one of the
front runners when at the last turn he went bad and
although he finished the race was vanned off the field
immediately afterwards. Michael Baze who has since become
the leading rider at Hollywood Park this season, did
all the right things and we feel saved his life. This
diary of his struggle and recovery is provided by Geri
who was there for the last race and adopted him shortly
afterwards, paying significant expenses and investing
an enormous amount of time and emotions into this magnificent
gelding. In reading this account, you will discover
the bond between an equine and his care giver that will
surely put a a tear to your eye.
Karin Wagner
Milltown Road’s Courageous
Battle
by Geri Minott McCarron
March 22, 2007
I'm exhausted, but Miller is here. He seemed to like
his stall. Actually, he ate such a big chunk from a
board that it startled me. I sprayed the wood with mosquito
repellent to make it less attractive. My trainer called
him a "barn termite." He liked eating and
had no interest in the calls of the neighbor's peacocks.
He will no longer get handfed treats-- to try to stop
the pawing habit. He was still wearing the bandage that
the vet put on him last Saturday, but my vet will change
it in the AM. I got him an ice boot and a very soft
goat hair brush. He can watch both sunrise and sunset
from his stall.
March 23, 2007
The vet's outlook on Miller was not good. She said that
if it were any worse, the horse would have to be put
down. She said. "You wouldn't spend thousands of
dollars to try to save the horse. I said, "Yes
I would." She is going to consult with a surgeon
and see about surgery and a cast. Meanwhile, Miller
has to be kept as quiet as possible for 30 days. We
have pills if we have to sedate him. He's so tough that
he isn't showing the pain that most horses would. As
sometimes happens when a horse is injured during a race,
the suspensory doesn't really drop until a few hours
later. It didn't look as bad Saturday as it does now.
It is going to take an effort to save him even if he
were just to be retired at CERF. He has kind of figured
out that I am the person that belongs to him, and he's
very relieved that dinner is served twice a day. I should
probably put up a hay net. He needs to drink more water.
I hope he'll realize how much we're there for him. It's
staggering to think that such a fine creature could
just be thrown away in the racing industry. The critical
issue is whether or not there are enough fibers left
in the suspensory that scar tissue could fill in and
hold it together.
March 24, 2007
By the time I left the barn today, Miller was enough
at ease to lie down and doze. This was good. I had a
long talk with Dr. Vivien. She said that what she got
or intuited was that the horse would live but it would
take much effort and time and cost-- two years' time,
all the latest therapy, and about 50,000 in expenses.
I said fine. She said that horse sure had a lot of angels
around him. She said that no one at the track would
understand why I was doing this. I said, "That's
their problem." Miller can be a handful. He will
try to line you up to butt you out of the way with his
head. I haven't had one do that before. When someone
rattled a paper behind him, he spooked more quickly
than I have ever seen a horse move (within memory) but
I held him. I kept looking at the name on his halter
and thinking, "Wow, this is Milltown Road; he's
really here with me!" A friend said that he did
whinny this morning, and his voice is high and very
sweet. He did let me use a soft brush on him. He's still
trying to figure out what's expected of him. The hoofbeats
he hears around the barn move slowly, and the population
of people is at least 80 percent female.
March 29, 2007
Miller has been admitted to Helen Woodward Equine Hospital.
Boy, did he have a fit about it. How do you tell a beloved
pet that the doctor is there to help them??? He was
feeling angry and betrayed at being taken out of his
peaceful new home. He did his stall kick-boxing routine
in high gear. This had started out to be his best day.
He was sooooooo relaxed in the afternoon that he stretched
out completely on the ground of his stall at the ranch
and went into a deep sleep. Then he let four little
girls pet his nose and face; then he dozed some more.
He drank enough water. He followed me into the trailer
willingly and unloaded OK at the hospital. THEN he thought
he was back at a racetrack and fell apart in every direction.
My trainer had to hold him at that point until his stall
was ready. I stayed with him for about half an hour
until he was at least eating some hay.
March 30, 2007
Surgery went well. I got about 25 good pictures. Miller
even had two people's RNs waiting on him. They were
learning about stem cell work. He got through the hardest
part-- waking up in the heavily padded recovery room.
He was absolutely panicked when he didn't get breakfast
this AM. He thought it meant racing again. He threw
himself around so much that I had a second set of radiographs
taken to make sure there were no fractures. I hope that
he's beginning to figure out that if I'm around, things
are going to be peaceful. Some of the photos will shock
you. At one point I screamed because I thought he had
dropped dead from an overdose. The vets jumped when
they heard it-- they had forgotten that the owner was
in the room. I shouldn't say owner, I'll say designated
representative of people who love Miller. I took a long
ride on my trail horse and saw the wildflowers in bloom.
I felt real happy that Miller has a very good chance
to live to be among them.
April 1, 2007
Miller is back home with a gigantic cast on his leg.
The surgeon decided to put it on yesterday. (This cast
does not stop him from pawing for carrots.) He's a much
more mild-mannered fellow in a quiet place and without
all the drugs he was getting at the track. We're having
some trouble getting him to take his meds, though. We
put them in a bran mash and flavored it with boysenberry
syrup. This didn't appeal to him much, so I put in a
lot of sliced carrots. He ate some, I put in some wild
chamomile and he ate some more. Then I added more syrup.
I guess he finished about 3/4 of the bran mash. I've
got to think of something new. Some horses like coffee,
but I wouldn't favor caffeine with Miller. A friend
suggested apple butter. I'll try peppermint. Miller
has lost some weight, but he has his sire's super, super
good looks. That horse, Gold Tribute, would have made
a conformation hunter. Miller's eyes are fabulous .
I'd say he has Man O War ears and Bette Davis eyes.
(I don't know if he has Man-O-War in his ancestry.)
I did meet his grandsire, Mr. Prospector on a KT tour.
Although Mr. P was calm and quiet, a lot of his offspring
were anything but that. I'll guess that Miller got his
intelligence from his mom. In any case, Miller is a
really, really special horse.
April 2, 2007
Miller gets easily frightened when something reminds
him of the race track. Today I snapped him on to a 1/2
inch bungee cord, which I thought he was used to. He
was outside of his stall, however, and he panicked and
ran backwards for 40 feet (I quickly unsnapped the cord
because it wasn't strong enough to hold that much force.)
Luckily, I was able to direct his back end towards a
wall. He stopped and shivered and snorted bullets for
awhile; then I led him back to his stall. That was close,
for he could have got away from me. Luckily, the cast
held. He reminded me that life with a thoroughbred is
very much one day at a time, and we have 360 to go before
the suspensory can be secure. I have begun to brush
him a lot-- inside his stall. If I raise my hand at
even moderate speed, he panics and scoots backwards.
I've never handled a race horse that was as head-shy
as he is; however, he also began today to put his head
up against me and let me rub the outside of his ears
and his forehead all over. He did that several times.
He keeps the insides of his ears strictly off-limits
right now; soon, though, we'll have gnat weather and
I'll have to put some bug-goo on the insides of his
ears. He ate all of his bran (and meds) today without
urging. I then gave him some chamomile and carrots.
Horses are interesting with wild herbal plants: they
eat one when it's at a ripe point one week, and the
next week they'll favor another plant that's at a ripe
point. Nature probably has a plan in that pattern. The
horses will also eat my roses any time they can snatch
one, thorns and all. Tomorrow I'd like to bring a CD
player and see if he likes any particular type of music.
My best horse of former days liked it a lot, especially
Bob Dylan's harmonica. The workers play the radio while
they clean the barn, but Miller really wasn't picking
up the Shakira music they played today. I'll bring something
more laid back. I remember that Sunday Silence's groom
used to play blues and jazz. Miller's temperature today
was 99.3. The trainer said that normal for a horse was
98.6, so we'll keep checking him. His mane is getting
long, and I'll bet 50 to 1 odds that he's a horse who
can't stand having it pulled to be shortened. He may
not like the sound of scissors, either, but his neckline
will look better with a shorter mane. Well, there's
still a lot to learn about Miller.
April 3, 2007
I've been cautious in building up trust with a horse
that comes with the reputation of having kicked the
blacksmith twice, put his groom in the hospital, and
bitten people. The blacksmith told me that if Miller
had been claimed by another barn, he would have gone
over to warn them about the horse. I'm seeing a much
softer side of Miller. When a horse is comtemplating
hurting you, he might put his ears back or he might
yawn. I move away when he yawns. When a horse is submissive,
he grinds his teeth or chews on something. I am seeing
some of that if he likes the way I am brushing him.
I can hold his neck or head for a minute and then let
go. Trust had a setback when my vet and I were looking
at Miller. He nibbled on the edge of her shirt and she
slapped him-- deciding to show him from the beginning
what the rules were. This didn't work; instead it frightened
him and he bumped his head and wouldn't look out of
his stall again for quite a while. She said that he
must have been slapped around hard a couple of times.
Well, I was already sure of that. It will be a long
process to build trust, but all the signals I get are
that he really wants comforting, friendly relationships
with people. Tonight a gal who has had many horses (and
even had a good racehorse named after her) looked at
Miller and said "That's the most beautiful horse
I've ever seen." He sure looks better without his
Darth Vader racing headgear on. On May 12 and 13 we're
having a clinic at the barn where police officers are
going to show us how they train police horses to encounter
strange objects and not be afraid. I'll be riding my
other horse, but Miller will have a front row view from
his stall when we get to roll the beach ball from horseback.
As for music, I randomly put on one of several mix CDs
that I made of songs about horses. Miller definitely
gravitated to Bryan Adams on the sound track from Spirit.
He tilted his head and rotated his ears tryng to focus
on the sound. I have much more to play, but that was
a hit. My trail pony had his yearly dental work done
today. I'll describe that later, but horses need to
get their teeth filed because, unlike our teeth, their
teeth are always growing. When the teeth wear unevenly,
they get sharp points and a horse will go off his feed.
Anyway, Samwise had a little too much of a tranquilizer
that relaxes throat muscles. He dozed on his feet and
snored for forty-five minutes after his teeth were done.
I have never known a horse to snore before. I had to
stay with him until he was awake enough to go to dinner.
Miller had his first verey slow release tranquilizer
shot today. It will take three days to take effect,
so I'll continue to try to keep him calm and relatively
inactive. I think we're going to change his cast soon.
April 4, 2007
The horse chiropractor made his rounds at the barn today.
I asked him about Miller. He said that he can work on
Miller, for general comfort and healing, when Miller
gets his cast off. He said that before then, the cast
would make the horse walk abnormally and the adjustment
wouldn't hold. He also told me that race horses only
work in one direction and they grow with an uneven hipline
because of this. A horse has to have adjustment work
before he finishes his sixth year if this is to be corrected.
( Miller is officially 5, but he actually turns 5 on
May 2, according to Equibase.) The chiropractor also
thought that Miller had so much muscle strength right
now that it would be hard to do any adjustments that
the horse might need. Now that I think back, only the
graded stakes horses in the Whittingham barn had the
muscle strength that Miller has right now, especially
in his hind end. I have had the horse with me for two
weeks today, and he sure has brought a whirlwind of
change in my life. Medically, he needs to be with me,
but his heart is big enough for all of his admirers.
(Did I hear him say that those with carrots and treats
can go straight to the front of the line?)
April 13, 2007
Today I got to see Miller's hard side, and boy can he
be a tough customer. I think that the situation developed
because this was the fist time that I had him out with
horses fairly close in front of and behind him. The
horse behind him scared him with a shaking noise, and
he let go a full-on kick so fast that I would have missed
it if I had blinked. Then he scrunched his mouth up
to the appearance of a large prune and twisted his neck
with thoughts of biting me. It probably wasn't personal,
just an all-points defense. I have never seen such an
equine scrunch. When I wanted him to back up or even
to walk forward, he stayed in place like a lead block,
and boy was he strong. I chose not to fight him. I think
that he has both dished out and taken a lot of abuse.
He finally followed me back into his stall. A friend
who is the manager of a vet hospital said that Miller
is a survivor, and survivors know how to be mean. On
the good side, he didn't actually try to bite me and
he did eventually yield; on the bad side, if this horse
is in a corner or frightened, he is mightly dangerous.
Well, I'll do my best to keep him in unthreatening situations.
All I can do is try. In challenging situations, such
as asking a horse to walk through a puddle he doesn't
like, I'd get after most horses. With this one, I'd
just try it some other day. My vet's sister was one
of the original vets for Northern Dancer, and she said
that he was incredibly aggressive towards people, trying
to pin all his vets against the wall. Miller has Northern
Dancer on both sides. I don't think he could be turned
out with other horses without a lot of fireworks. Miller's
ideal home is probably a large single paddock with a
double fence and other horses and people nearby. I know
that at the wild horse sanctuary, all fence lines are
double with space in between. He was a little more lame
today, and I hope that that is just due to some irritation
from the cast. The way that the wind howled here last
night, any horse could have had a bad night and stirred
around too much.
April 14, 2007
We have trouble here. Miller spiked a fever of 101.4,
and he has filling in the coronary band. I made an emergency
call to the vet and we gave him antibiotics and anti-inflammatory
and changed the cast. I thought he might have had a
fever yesterday when he was cranky, but the trainer
didn't think he felt hot. I didn't ask her to take his
temperature because he was grumpy and had already let
a kick fly when something scared him. Since we're a
riding horse barn and rarely see equine Indy-cars like
Miller, I couldn't ask anyone to take such a risk. Dr.
Stevens worked with him for about 30 minutes without
giving him a shot. I spent most of that time rattling
his chain and saying, "Quit the pruney-face!"
and we got through it. We did have to use a bit of Rompun
to make sure he was still for the re-wrapping of the
leg, though. The reason for the filling in the coronary
band is that the joint is out of alignment without the
strength of the suspensory to support it. The pain he
was feeling was from inflammation higher in the leg.
One complication is that Miller can't give up his habit
of pawing. When he does it, I have taken to squeezing
his upper leg muscles and saying, "no." Right
now we have to pray most that no laminitis develops
because we couldn't fight that. He did eat all of his
dinner and bran and meds, and his blood work was OK.
I'll check him in the morning.
April 16, 2007
Miller's temperature was 100.4 an hour ago, so at least
that is an improvement. He was a little sore, but not
too bad. He is so smart that he has learned to stop
pawing when I say, "Miller, NO! However, it has
no effect when anyone else says it, so he paws everytime
he hears the feed truck. He let another gal and I in
to his stall to check his temperature, and he wasn't
threatening. I have a feeling that he likes women much
better than men, and he probably has his reasons. When
he perceives any threat, he can withdraw into him self
and be resistant. If he has his mind set on what he
wants, it is not renegotiable in the 47 seconds that
it would take to get to the half mile pole on the track,
although it is renegotiable with patience. I can't criticize
the jocks who rode him. This way or that way; they did
their best. Perhaps Miller's need for self-determination
was a reason that he didn't retain riders well. I can
see that letting him run 6f workouts at his chosen speed
was a way to keep the peace with him Dr. Stevens will
look at him again tomorrow afternoon. Thank you for
your prayers. Miller does have a capacity to appreciate
those who love him. It would be absolute hell to lose
him, even though he is a pistol of a horse to look after.
April 21, 2007
Today when we changed the bandages on Milltown Road,
the suspensory did not look good. Miller has had quite
a bit of nervousness and pawing as he has settled into
his new place, and it is still quite torn. Basically
it's a Barbaro kind of thing-- hoping to get some healing
before we get more complications. We did put a very
firm shell cast back on. If that doesn't help, the last
thng we can try is a solid cast which has the horse
put his weight on his "toe" for awhile. I
will keep trying as long as possible. Your prayers and
good thoughts are appreciated.
April 22, 2007
Miller's leg looked pretty bad when we changed the wrapping
yesterday. He had managed to do more damage with all
his hyper-activity. The only good news is that he has
calmed down, and that Bizzy Ball is the greatest thing
he's ever seen. He was happily covered in goo yesterday
from working at it. I had it hung where he could pin
it a little bit against the wall. I'm glad that you
sent two, because he'll be ready for the second one
by tomorrow, I'll order more for him and Samwise. The
tongue twister is installed. He has sampled it but isn't
too sure about the cherry flavoring. I might paint a
little bit of boysenberry syrup on it to get him started.
If he doesn't show improvement in the next two or three
weeks, our last resort will be to put him in a cast
which stands him on his toe, so to speak. I have had
to stop leaving treats for him because I have to be
sure that he doesn't paw when he sees me.
May 4, 2007
We changed the cast on Miller today and the state of
his leg looked very slightly encouraging. At least it
was no worse, and he has been more comfortable. I doubt
that he could ever carry the weight of a rider again,
even with the best case scenario. He needs to rebuild
a lot of fiber in the torn suspensory to be able to
support his own weight. We're thinking of making a special
extended shoe that would put less pressure in the suspensory
area.
The surgeon said I'd need extraordinary patience to
see this thing healed. I said I teach ninth grade, He
said I'd have enough. I can say that Miller is sooo
much like a kid who has had to act tough to survive
but is gentler by nature. I follow all of the vet's
instructions, but I have also called in an "alternative
healer" and applied some interesting therapy. We
did quite a bit of acupressure. Holding that horse from
chest to tailbone was quite an experience. Then we did
some music therapy. I'm sure it sounds odd, but I have
a real interesting picture of the horse's face upon
first hearing Mozart.
May 15, 2007
Both the vet and the surgeon looked at Miller today.
He was walking well in his current cast, and we decided
to leave it on for another week. He has some body soreness
from being in a cast and being kept inside, but we can't
give him bute because he becomes too carefree to protect
his leg. I can't massage or put liniment on the areas
because he is usually extremely fussy about being touched,
except for his face and ears. I'll try more when I can
get an experienced person to hold him on a lead shank
while I work on him.
In the moments when he is relaxed and friendly (and
probably hoping for a treat of banana or peppermint
flavoring) he is a soft, kind, intelligent companion.
In the recent hot weather he got up and down for several
naps. This weekend in the arena in front of his stall
we had a Police Pros horse training clinic where we
rode through scary obstacles and ended the weekend with
an equine soccer match. This is played with two teams
of five horses and a giant ball 6 feet in diameter.
The object is for a team to get a line of horses pushing
against the ball with their chests and rolling it into
the goal. The ball squggles away easily, and the game
is fast and lively, but my greatest surprise of this
game was that Miller slept through it.
I highly recommend the Police Pros to anyone who wants
to observe or to learn about handling horses safely
through all of the distractions of the modern age.
May 22, 2007

Geri
with Milltown Road |
Today was the first day that my vet, Donna Stevens,
could find cause for an encouraging outlook on Milltown
Road's situation. Today she and surgeon Rodrigo Vasquez
put a Kimzey Splint on Miller. This is a very elaborate
brace with a metal sole which sets the horse up on his
toe. They have done this because they believe that some
re-alignment of his fetlock joint is now possible. I'll
try to send a picture to be posted here. Meanwhile,
I'll send it to those who are on Miller's OS e-mail
list.
Both vets observed that Miller is a very athletic horse.
He learned instantly to turn around by pivoting on his
hind end like a reining horse. He also instantly discovered
that the cast makes a wonderful pawing and excavating
tool. He'll probably be sore tomorrow from all of his
new activity.
Miller is becoming a gentler creature than we knew
at the track. Today I saw him rubbing faces together
with a friend's seven-year-old son! I thank you again
for your prayers and healing thoughts.
May 29, 2007
First of all, if anyone talks to jockey Michael Baze
on Friday, please thank him for easing Miller after
the finish of his last race and calling for the van
on that day.
Dr. Stevens looked at Miller today to see how he is
getting along on his "toe shoe." He's very
agile and contented with it, and has take to ballet-like
moves. He has his own versions of pirouette and jete
when moving (often quickly) around in his stall. We
can only hope that his contented behavior is a sign
that there is much healing going on.
He's getting more agreeable to being touched, but is
very fearful and threatening when I place a hand near
his rump. I think that he may have been a runner on
which a whip should not have been carried.
Leandro once told me that "The problem with Milltown
Road is that he is smarter than we are." There's
a lot of truth in that. Miller is quick to indicate
what he likes or doesn't like, and quickly learns to
signal for what he wants. He is also VERY set in his
ways of doing things. This may be why he went through
so many different jocks.
When he has demolished a molasses ball, he waves his
nose up and down in the space where it hung, and I install
a new one. We're on ball number 13. He has a CD collection
and seems to like baroque flute music-- perhaps these
are closest to the sounds that horses make. He really
likes one New Age CD which I'll tell you about if anyone
is interested in a a major relaxation CD.
June 3, 2007
We found phenomenal improvement in Miller's leg today
when we changed the cast. Thank you, thank you, thank
you for your prayers and healing thoughts. It looks
like he will win the fight for his life. I'll post the
details later because I am totally exhausted today.
Miller is so smart that he now takes a mouthful of
water before he works on the Bizzy Ball. He slurps the
water over the ball to make it dissolve faster. He is
so athletic that he can trot with the toe cast on. He
isn't supposed to trot, of course, but I made the mistake
of putting a half ration of vitamins in his feed. No
more of that. The owner of the ranch passed away and
I'm sure it will be sold within the year. I'll have
to find a place to keep Samwise and Miller.
June 5, 2007
Miller will have a vet check and cast change tomorrow,
and I'll let you know how it goes. He was pretty happy
today. Building trust is a slow process. I know exactly
what Grace meant when she said that you have to let
the horses adjust on their own time "IF they ever
do." If Miller can't trust me, he'll never trust
a human being again. I do think that he appreciates
me, though. He likes his music hour each day, and so
do the horses around him. He has a hard time getting
used to being touched-- he's so afraid he's going to
be hit. When he flattens his ears, I say, "yeah,
right," and rub his ears anyway, but he's very
uneasy about behing touched past his shoulders-- and
some days I don't push it that far. This is a horse
that should never have been whipped.

Milltown
posing for the camera |
June 21, 2007
Today Miller's vet, a very conservative person, said
that she was ecstatic and amazed at the healing that
Milltown Road has done. I could send pictures from today,
but I took them on a cell phone, and I don't know how
to transmit them. Meanwhile, I have attached a photo
of Miller taken last night. As the vet said, "He
has no shortage of personality." He will still
be confined to stall rest for a very long time. He got
a new speacially made shoe today and we took the cast
off and wrapped him in just bandages. We finally took
off the front shoes he wore in his last race three months
ago. This was the first time he could stand well enough
for us to take them off. If you ever have a horse that
loses shoes, well, Doug's racetrack shoer, Jim Jimenez,
really had those shoes put on well. Miller will probably
never be able to carry a rider again, but he's a very
entertaining companion. Thank you for your prayers and
healing thoughts.
August 27, 2007
Looking back at the write up made me realize how far
we have come and how scared Miller used to be.
Yesterday I set a record for time rubbing and petting
him while we listened to a whole CD of James Galway
playing Bach. Miller relaxes a lot to that one. He
didn't want me to leave yesterday.
The Kimzey splint is back on (after Miller got it off
last week). The vet says that if we get any
improvement in the lift of the fetlock joint, we'll
try the splint some more. If we don't, we settle for
what we have. There is strong tissue in the ligament
now, but the fetlock joint is not aligned enough for
Miller to ever carry a rider. Dr. Stevens says that
he can live comfortably, but he probably won't be able
to do much. Believe me, the phrase, "Live
Comfortably" was music to my ears.
For a high-strung horse that has been stall-bound for
five months, he is wonderfully content. Dr. Stevens
commented on his changes in behavior and said that it
will be interesting to see how his personality develops
as we work with him more. Tentatively, the date to start
hand-walking him is October first.
August 28, 2007
Miller is keeping a positive attitude in spite of wearing
a heavy splint in heat and humidity. We had an interesting
day, though. I've heard that competitive runners look
other horses in the eye, and I've seen pictures of those
looks in races. Today I got to experience it up real
close. Miller wasn't liking having me dust off his back,
and he turned towards me, flattened his ears, and glared.
I glared back. We moved toward each other and stood
there literally cheek to cheek and with our eyeballs
maybe two inches apart just staring. I finally said,
"It's OK, Miller." For his part, he didn't
nip or gnash his teeth. It was a unique experience.
Last spring I got to talk to the head trainer of the
Cavalia show. He does the final number with three stallions
that are free on the stage. He said that his horses
take their cues by watching the movements of his eyes.
There is much, much more in a horse's mind than we
can ever discern from a racing form, though I do read
the form.
September 6, 2007
We have taken the cast and heavy bandage off of Miller's
leg. We had to wait some extra time because it isn't
safe to give a horse a tranquilizer shot in very hot
weather. Actually, Miller only needed half a dose of
the shot because he was relaxed with his Vivaldi CD
playing. It's something like his teddy bear I guess.
The foot had enough strength for Miller to support
his weight on it. It isn't pretty, but it functions.
We will keep a light bandage on for awhile. The joint
does not have much flexibility right now, but that is
a good thing for now because it keeps him from over
stretching the new tissue.
His coat is soft and glistening, and his eyes are bright
but calm. Dr. Stevens said it will still be a long time
before we know how much he'll be able to do. I didn't
tell her that I had already seen him trot and even take
a canter step with the heavy steel splint on when he
was startled. He may begin being hand-walked and the
end of the month.
September 19, 2007
Tonight Miller will spend his first evening in his stall
without bandages on. The vet said it would be time to
take them off soon. When I visited Miller today, he
started grabbing the whole top of the bandage with his
mouth and pulling, then nodding at me, then repeating
the move. I decied that he knew it was time. Although
the fetlock joint is disfigured, he can put his full
weight on the foot. Yesterday was the first time that
he stood on it while I held his other front foot up.
He may even be able to have a normal walk, but the vet
said that he still must be kept at stall rest for another
month. The ligament fibers will strengthen with the
bandage off, but he isn't ready for official exercise
yet. We did get some "unofficial" exercise
when we were buzzed by a helicopter with a whistling
rotor and he scrambled a bit. He contemplated mischief
after that-- you can tell because he always crinkles
his nose when he's contemplating mischief. He settled
down with a sugar ball and a CD of Handel. If we ever
have a super nervous horse in OS, I recommend Miller's
CD collection.
October 7, 2007
Miller has had his best week so far, and his left fetlock
joint has almost raised to the level of his right one.
He keeps his knee bent most of the time, not putting
his full weight on the left foot, but he can stand and
walk on it without any support when he is asked to.
He may be allowed to take walks by the end of the month--
the vet will say when.
He continues to be a character. He's a master of the
baleful glance. He'll direct it at the radio when he
doesn't like a voice on the radio. Like many barn radios,
it stays on the Latino stations. Miller likes Gloria
Estevan and also a group with a very pretty sound called
Reik. I have no idea what the songs are about, but find
that some voices and beats are claming to animals. Salsa
is a much softer beat than I ever realized, and he listens
to it calmly. Miller still gets his classical CDs, and
the vet brought one by a really good new Italian singer
named Vittorio.
He's on his fourth carton of Pony Pops. The music and
the Pops have been a huge factor in calming and saving
the life of this horse, who was a 24/7 stall weaver
and cribber at the track. Last week I took a Pop out
of his stall when I decided that he had had enough sugar
for the day. I put it in a sealed plastic bucket outside
of the stall and turned to work on my other horse. I
heard a strange noise: Miller had craned his head way
under the stall guard, grabbed the bucket by the handle,
taken it into his stall, and was trying to pry the lid
off with his teeth.
In the last two days his winter coat started growing
in-- at least 3/8 of an inch of it. This may be a sign
that our long hot spell is coming to an end. I hope
he gets enough coat not to need a blanket. He would
probably be a blanket-eating horse.
This month he'll get his yearly vaccinations. I wish
we knew for certain that all horses at the track were
getting these regularly, but vet statements come out
for different vets, different horses, and different
intervals. It's difficult.
Miller get shots for Rhinopneumonitis and flu, Potomac
horse fever, and EPM. Lately a couple of people at the
barn bought horses that had EPM-- a shame when it's
so preventable. In December we'll give the West Nile
update. I mention these because people who are newer
to buying horses would want to know about them. Vaccinations
run about 300 dollars per year per horse.
I got a pair of hiking shoes and look forward to being
able to walk with Miller.
October 22, 2007
Say a prayer for Miller. I had to leave him behind when
the fire came into Rancho Santa Fe. I had planned to
make a stand. One fire chief said the fire would blow
on over the ranch in about 5 minutes' time and horses
in open areas would be safe. I thought that Miller would
go into a dangerous panic and hurt himself or someone
else if he went back to the Del Mar Race Track, and
he isn't supposed to be even walking around yet. So
I waited. Then the sherriff made me get out when the
flames were 1/2 mile away. By the time I left, the ashes
were so bad I couldn't see. A friend took my other horse
to Olivenhain, but then had to evacuate again from there
up to Carlsbad.
If Miller survives this, he is an incredibly lucky horse.
I can't believe that a man who was firefighter of the
year told me this morning that the fire would mostly
jump over the ranch -- and we could duck behind the
brick barn while it came over. It wasn't worth any more
than a tip at the race track. The fire has been burning
the canyon for the last 12 hours now. I know from the
TV that everything 1/4 mile away from the barn, in a
horseshoe arc, is burning.
We had a false sense of security there with at least
½ billion dollars worth of homes in the surrounding
hills, and a fire department on each side-- thinking
they would go to great lengths to protect the area,
and never thinking that the enire county could go up
at once.
The fire is 11 miles away from this house in Cardiff
now. If it comes here, I have one place to go: surfing.
Thank you for keeping us in your prayers.
October 24, 2007
Thank you all for your prayers and good wishes. The
last I heard (yesterday) was that the horses had water
and were OK. The ranch owner sneaked back in by driving
through the next door neighbor's burning gate and going
up the power line road-- some of the very power lines
you saw burning on TV. Of course, the power was out;
then her cell phone battery wore out.
I have another song going through my mind now-- "Maggie's
Farm." That's because, where Miller is kept , "The
national guard stands around the door." They wouldn't
let me through to see him, and I can appreciate that.
Many times yesterday the news highlighted the danger
of the fire going down the dry Escondido Creek bed,
which begins near the ranch and burning all the way
to the beach. Unfortunately, that broadcast could give
the wrong people the wrong idea and I'm glad the guard
is there. Channel 10 repeated a video of two horses
standing in an arena, a white and a chestnut. Those
two live right next to Miller. Their actual stalls are
almost exactly two miles south-southwest of the entrance
to the Seven Bridges Golf Course. My only worry at the
moment is whether or not Miller did any damage to his
leg with all the stress. I have bought some eye ointment
and skin gel to use as soon as I can get to him.
There is a whole community of equine refugees at Ride
America, where we sent the horses which we could get
out. One had a clever owner. She had dipped her fingers
in a jar of white poultice and written her horse's name
and her cell hone number right on the horse.
When Thomas first posted Miller as an OS offering, he
wrote something like, "Join the Adventure."
Adventure has been an understatement. The "adventure"
has included-- watching Miller run sideways, while looking
at the crowd, down the stretch at Santa Anita when he
was the favorite in the bottom leg of the pick 6; watching
him run a mile split of of 1:33 and change; watching
him win at Santa Anita; feeding him carrots with many
OS friends, watching him be vanned off the track at
Santa Anita; being with him as he was tied on an operating
table for a new surgical procedure, holding his head
in my arms while a vet applied a specially designed
cast, buying him a rack of classical music CDs; trying
to hold him still while a water-droper-chopper flew
50 feet over our heads; and being forced by the sheriff
to flee and leave him behind. If he's Ok when I see
him again, it will be a bigger thrill than winning the
pick-6.
In any case, this week we are probably all not thinking
of what we woulda-shoulda-couda done, but rather being
very thankful for what we have.
October 25, 2007
Miller is doing well. In fact, he had himself a real
party the night of the fire. He was smart enough to
open the latch on his temporary corral and he ran loose
during the fire. He went to every corral and told the
other horses who was king of the ranch. He lost quite
a bit of fur in those exchanges, but he was very proud
of himself. The leg seemed no worse for the wear. He
is like a kid who doesn't appreciate how much we might
worry about him.
I got this account of Miller from some friends who risked
arrest by sneaking past the National Guard to take care
of the horses. They used a little-known horse trail
through a place called Spooks Canyon, and called to
mind the phrase, "A cowgirl don't need to have
a horse; she just gets where she's goin'.
The fire chief's daughter has a horse at our ranch,
and the chief said that the fire would probably jump
over the ranch and burn around it. That's what the fire
did, although the high flames shown on TV were 100 yards
from the ranch on three sides.
By the (fourth) time we were told to leave the ranch
in the afternoon, my eyes were so inflamed from all
the ash that I could barely see. I had a respirator
mask from my gardening. The gal who owns the ranch managed
to sneak back and drive through the burning gate of
the ranch next door, go in through a back road and hose
down the hot spots. We stopped her from doing that a
couple of times in the afternoon, but she was determined.
Now that we can relax about the safety of the horses,
we'll turn our attention to helping others in this difficult
time. Thank you for all your moral support.
October 26, 2007
The vet looked at Miller's leg today to check for any
damage done while he was loose during the fire. She
said that it looked good, and it seemed to be strengthened
by exercise; however, Miller is "grounded"
for another week and cannot begin his rehab exercise
program until she makes sure there is no residual damage
from his escapade.
Miller is pushing, pulling, nudging, and beckoning me
to let him get out and explore the world some more.
He wants the company of other horses now, and leans
out toward those passing by. He seems like a normal
young five-year-old horse who has his life ahead of
him.
October 28, 2007
I'll post this later, but Miller showed his real character
yesterday. I had him out of his stall while it was being
cleaned. Sometimes he's antsy and rushes when I take
him back in the stall. Yesterday I turned him at a little
too sharp of an angle. Stupidly, I looked back to see
if his hind end would clear the doorway. Right away,
the two of us were stuck together in the doorwary like
Abbott and Costello. I stood still, waiting to see which
side of me would get trampled first, and Miller stood
still. I could just feel the gears of his mind working.
Then he backed up two steps and waited for me to get
clear. What a sweetheart.
During the fire evacuation as I was putting Miller into
the last holding pen quickly because the sherriff was
herding us out I had the thought that Miller was smart
enough to undo the latch, but I couldn't bear to put
a second chain on it. If he had to fight for his life,
I wanted him to have a chance to get out. When the TV
showed the flames all around the ranch, I was praying
that he would get out somehow. Well, he did, but I didn't
expect him to go make a party out of it. A shed 50 yards
from the pen he was in burned to the ground.
In all of this he showed what you and I always knew--he's
a special, special horse.
Meanwhile, Samwise has cheered up a lot by being home.
November 17, 2007
Eight months have gone by since Miller was vanned off
the track. He can take 10 minute walks now. Friends
say that his walking stride looks normal.
If he gets spooked and has "thoroughbred moments,"
this exercise is like trying to hold a half-ton whirligig
on a lead shank. If his environment is calm, however,
he behaves well.
I visited his grandsire, Mr. Prospector in 1990. That
horse was fuzzy, calm, and huggable. I'll hope that
Miller can "grow up" to be like that, though
I think that Miller got both his face and his "wired"
moves (throwing both feet straight forward, or kicking
his heels skyward) from his Hail To Reason ancestry.
The Halo offspring had moves like that. Miller definitely
got the elegant ears from Man-O-War, who is eight generations
back. The trademark steep locomotive shoulder probably
came from Northern Dancer. I wish I knew what line his
wonderful intelligence came from-- that's his most endearing
quality.
He's hanging out at a barn with practical horses who
have one-syllable names-- Sam, Zack, Zip, Beau, etc.,
and he's happy enough to get to see a little more of
the world each day.
December 6, 2007
Miller has had a great week re-discovering life's
simplest pleasures. On Tuesday he was able to stand
out in the sunshine a long time for the first time
since he left the track. He was really soaking it in
and taking a more concentrated look around his new
home.
Yesterday he consented to be rubbed all over with a
rubber-tipped pet massage brush, and he made deligeted
"camel faces."
He has been in an isolated stall to keep him still and
quiet, but today other horses were brought into his
barn because of the expected rain.. He could just get
his nose over the wooden partition between stalls to
rub noses with the horse next to him. We hoped he'd
have stablemates that he'd get along with so he
wouldn't try to kick out the wall between them.
He turned out to be overwhelmed with joy to rub noses
with a 16-year-old chestnut Arabian named Quint (the
most animated horse in the area, next to Miller). He
was sooooooo happy just to bond with another horse
again. On the other side he has a 28 year old son of
Cougar II named Gato.
I took him into our arena, which looks like a small
training track, and he began trembling and fishtailing
around, so I took him out. Perhaps it gave him the
feeling that too much would be expected of him.
He appears to have a normal walking stride. This is
much more than we expected. When he's spooked-- which
is often-- he seems to have normal leaps, spins,
bucks, and kicks, too.
May 9, 2008
Alan (my husband) got an Appaloosa named Sparky. He can be as lively as Miller.
Miller's latest game is that he stops and won't be led forward. This happened after I let him graze in the spring. Now he just wants to be looking for food (Why are we not surprised?) He can walk for thirty minutes a day now -- if I have the energy.
 
October 16, 2008
This is what Miller did this morning:
Miller's making a remarkable attempt to communicate to humans. He isn't allowed to run yet, but he drops hints when he's working on his driving reins. He looks at us and then backs up to the round pen rail and launches himself forward EXACTLY as if he were coming out of the starting gate. Then he looks at us again as if he were saying, "I want to R-U-N, don't you get it." He did that three times this morning.
I can imagine him saying, "Tell Curlin I can make him look like a ten-cent nag, not a ten million dollar horse." Miller moves with the thunder of a big stakes horse, and is increasingly strong to try to handle, but it's his intelligence that stands out.
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