Milltown Road (Click here for Past Performances)

August 2010

Miller has been sent by Geri to Kimberlee Farms for three months of intensive re-training. Pictured with trainer Amelia, Miller shows his contentment while temporarily stabled at Kimberlee Farms.



September 2009

Miller regularly works out in the round pen and has been cleared to ride. This is a photo no one thought would ever be taken a couple of years ago.

Watch Milltown Road trot in the round pen on YouTube



May 2009

Miller has had another birthday and is now seven years old. He is being trained under saddle and Geri reports it is quite the adventure. Miller being Miller is not easy to control but he has learned to trot and canters even though technically he is not allowed to do so. He embraces his training with a great deal of spirit and enjoys working out in the arena. The photos below show his very energetic nature.

August 5, 2008

NS Founder Karin had the opportunity to visit with Miller and caregiver Geri and reports that Miller is now walking comfortably and that his leg (pictured) is no longer swollen although rather deformed.   Miller was in great spirits and allowed Karin to give him a massage and was extremely friendly, relaxed and cooperative.  His rehab at Rancho East and with Geri has not been without its ups and downs though.  Recently Geri began ponying him with her Tennessee Walker, Samwise and that has sometimes been quite an adventure.  Ponying with Samwise makes Miller think he might be going out to the track!   Things are really looking up for this boy.  He is really spoiled though and a such a treat beggar.  He would paw a giant crater ogling for treats if allowed.

 


Milltown Road at Magali Farms

A few years ago the racing syndicate both Geri and I belong to private purchased a gelding named Milltown Road by Tough Knight. His grandfather was the great Mr. Prospector. Geri and I both immediately recognized what a special horse he was in terms of his supreme intelligence. However, because of this intelligence he was very strong-willed and wanted to do things his way. Doing things his way resulted in much punishment at the track that we were even unaware of. Miller loved to race though and showed he had some talent. Unfortunately he had a weakness and injured his suspensory ligament November 2005. Consequently he was treated through stem cell therapy and sent to Magali Farms in Santa Ynez, California to recuperate. Now in hindsight, we know he was brought back to the track too early and only had nine months of rest. From our research we now know he should have had a full year off. However, when he returned to the track in August 2006 and resumed his training he was strong and determined. His first race took place exactly a year from his last race at Hollywood Park. It was again a night race and we know he doesn’t like to be out nights but he did alright and it was more or less a practice drill. In December 2006 he raced again and this time finished a strong second on the turf. On January 18th he raced again at Santa Anita and came from behind to win once again. Thereafter he developed a filling on his leg. For some reason or another this reoccurrence of injury was not deemed to be critical and he was raced for the last time on March 17th at Santa Anita. Miller was racing strongly and one of the front runners when at the last turn he went bad and although he finished the race was vanned off the field immediately afterwards. Michael Baze who has since become the leading rider at Hollywood Park this season, did all the right things and we feel saved his life. This diary of his struggle and recovery is provided by Geri who was there for the last race and adopted him shortly afterwards, paying significant expenses and investing an enormous amount of time and emotions into this magnificent gelding. In reading this account, you will discover the bond between an equine and his care giver that will surely put a a tear to your eye.

Karin Wagner


Milltown Road’s Courageous Battle
by Geri Minott McCarron

March 22, 2007

I'm exhausted, but Miller is here. He seemed to like his stall. Actually, he ate such a big chunk from a board that it startled me. I sprayed the wood with mosquito repellent to make it less attractive. My trainer called him a "barn termite." He liked eating and had no interest in the calls of the neighbor's peacocks. He will no longer get handfed treats-- to try to stop the pawing habit. He was still wearing the bandage that the vet put on him last Saturday, but my vet will change it in the AM. I got him an ice boot and a very soft goat hair brush. He can watch both sunrise and sunset from his stall.

March 23, 2007

The vet's outlook on Miller was not good. She said that if it were any worse, the horse would have to be put down. She said. "You wouldn't spend thousands of dollars to try to save the horse. I said, "Yes I would." She is going to consult with a surgeon and see about surgery and a cast. Meanwhile, Miller has to be kept as quiet as possible for 30 days. We have pills if we have to sedate him. He's so tough that he isn't showing the pain that most horses would. As sometimes happens when a horse is injured during a race, the suspensory doesn't really drop until a few hours later. It didn't look as bad Saturday as it does now. It is going to take an effort to save him even if he were just to be retired at CERF. He has kind of figured out that I am the person that belongs to him, and he's very relieved that dinner is served twice a day. I should probably put up a hay net. He needs to drink more water. I hope he'll realize how much we're there for him. It's staggering to think that such a fine creature could just be thrown away in the racing industry. The critical issue is whether or not there are enough fibers left in the suspensory that scar tissue could fill in and hold it together.

March 24, 2007

By the time I left the barn today, Miller was enough at ease to lie down and doze. This was good. I had a long talk with Dr. Vivien. She said that what she got or intuited was that the horse would live but it would take much effort and time and cost-- two years' time, all the latest therapy, and about 50,000 in expenses. I said fine. She said that horse sure had a lot of angels around him. She said that no one at the track would understand why I was doing this. I said, "That's their problem." Miller can be a handful. He will try to line you up to butt you out of the way with his head. I haven't had one do that before. When someone rattled a paper behind him, he spooked more quickly than I have ever seen a horse move (within memory) but I held him. I kept looking at the name on his halter and thinking, "Wow, this is Milltown Road; he's really here with me!" A friend said that he did whinny this morning, and his voice is high and very sweet. He did let me use a soft brush on him. He's still trying to figure out what's expected of him. The hoofbeats he hears around the barn move slowly, and the population of people is at least 80 percent female.

March 29, 2007

Miller has been admitted to Helen Woodward Equine Hospital. Boy, did he have a fit about it. How do you tell a beloved pet that the doctor is there to help them??? He was feeling angry and betrayed at being taken out of his peaceful new home. He did his stall kick-boxing routine in high gear. This had started out to be his best day. He was sooooooo relaxed in the afternoon that he stretched out completely on the ground of his stall at the ranch and went into a deep sleep. Then he let four little girls pet his nose and face; then he dozed some more. He drank enough water. He followed me into the trailer willingly and unloaded OK at the hospital. THEN he thought he was back at a racetrack and fell apart in every direction. My trainer had to hold him at that point until his stall was ready. I stayed with him for about half an hour until he was at least eating some hay.

March 30, 2007

Surgery went well. I got about 25 good pictures. Miller even had two people's RNs waiting on him. They were learning about stem cell work. He got through the hardest part-- waking up in the heavily padded recovery room. He was absolutely panicked when he didn't get breakfast this AM. He thought it meant racing again. He threw himself around so much that I had a second set of radiographs taken to make sure there were no fractures. I hope that he's beginning to figure out that if I'm around, things are going to be peaceful. Some of the photos will shock you. At one point I screamed because I thought he had dropped dead from an overdose. The vets jumped when they heard it-- they had forgotten that the owner was in the room. I shouldn't say owner, I'll say designated representative of people who love Miller. I took a long ride on my trail horse and saw the wildflowers in bloom. I felt real happy that Miller has a very good chance to live to be among them.

April 1, 2007

Miller is back home with a gigantic cast on his leg. The surgeon decided to put it on yesterday. (This cast does not stop him from pawing for carrots.) He's a much more mild-mannered fellow in a quiet place and without all the drugs he was getting at the track. We're having some trouble getting him to take his meds, though. We put them in a bran mash and flavored it with boysenberry syrup. This didn't appeal to him much, so I put in a lot of sliced carrots. He ate some, I put in some wild chamomile and he ate some more. Then I added more syrup. I guess he finished about 3/4 of the bran mash. I've got to think of something new. Some horses like coffee, but I wouldn't favor caffeine with Miller. A friend suggested apple butter. I'll try peppermint. Miller has lost some weight, but he has his sire's super, super good looks. That horse, Gold Tribute, would have made a conformation hunter. Miller's eyes are fabulous . I'd say he has Man O War ears and Bette Davis eyes. (I don't know if he has Man-O-War in his ancestry.) I did meet his grandsire, Mr. Prospector on a KT tour. Although Mr. P was calm and quiet, a lot of his offspring were anything but that. I'll guess that Miller got his intelligence from his mom. In any case, Miller is a really, really special horse.

April 2, 2007

Miller gets easily frightened when something reminds him of the race track. Today I snapped him on to a 1/2 inch bungee cord, which I thought he was used to. He was outside of his stall, however, and he panicked and ran backwards for 40 feet (I quickly unsnapped the cord because it wasn't strong enough to hold that much force.) Luckily, I was able to direct his back end towards a wall. He stopped and shivered and snorted bullets for awhile; then I led him back to his stall. That was close, for he could have got away from me. Luckily, the cast held. He reminded me that life with a thoroughbred is very much one day at a time, and we have 360 to go before the suspensory can be secure. I have begun to brush him a lot-- inside his stall. If I raise my hand at even moderate speed, he panics and scoots backwards. I've never handled a race horse that was as head-shy as he is; however, he also began today to put his head up against me and let me rub the outside of his ears and his forehead all over. He did that several times. He keeps the insides of his ears strictly off-limits right now; soon, though, we'll have gnat weather and I'll have to put some bug-goo on the insides of his ears. He ate all of his bran (and meds) today without urging. I then gave him some chamomile and carrots. Horses are interesting with wild herbal plants: they eat one when it's at a ripe point one week, and the next week they'll favor another plant that's at a ripe point. Nature probably has a plan in that pattern. The horses will also eat my roses any time they can snatch one, thorns and all. Tomorrow I'd like to bring a CD player and see if he likes any particular type of music. My best horse of former days liked it a lot, especially Bob Dylan's harmonica. The workers play the radio while they clean the barn, but Miller really wasn't picking up the Shakira music they played today. I'll bring something more laid back. I remember that Sunday Silence's groom used to play blues and jazz. Miller's temperature today was 99.3. The trainer said that normal for a horse was 98.6, so we'll keep checking him. His mane is getting long, and I'll bet 50 to 1 odds that he's a horse who can't stand having it pulled to be shortened. He may not like the sound of scissors, either, but his neckline will look better with a shorter mane. Well, there's still a lot to learn about Miller.

April 3, 2007

I've been cautious in building up trust with a horse that comes with the reputation of having kicked the blacksmith twice, put his groom in the hospital, and bitten people. The blacksmith told me that if Miller had been claimed by another barn, he would have gone over to warn them about the horse. I'm seeing a much softer side of Miller. When a horse is comtemplating hurting you, he might put his ears back or he might yawn. I move away when he yawns. When a horse is submissive, he grinds his teeth or chews on something. I am seeing some of that if he likes the way I am brushing him. I can hold his neck or head for a minute and then let go. Trust had a setback when my vet and I were looking at Miller. He nibbled on the edge of her shirt and she slapped him-- deciding to show him from the beginning what the rules were. This didn't work; instead it frightened him and he bumped his head and wouldn't look out of his stall again for quite a while. She said that he must have been slapped around hard a couple of times. Well, I was already sure of that. It will be a long process to build trust, but all the signals I get are that he really wants comforting, friendly relationships with people. Tonight a gal who has had many horses (and even had a good racehorse named after her) looked at Miller and said "That's the most beautiful horse I've ever seen." He sure looks better without his Darth Vader racing headgear on. On May 12 and 13 we're having a clinic at the barn where police officers are going to show us how they train police horses to encounter strange objects and not be afraid. I'll be riding my other horse, but Miller will have a front row view from his stall when we get to roll the beach ball from horseback. As for music, I randomly put on one of several mix CDs that I made of songs about horses. Miller definitely gravitated to Bryan Adams on the sound track from Spirit. He tilted his head and rotated his ears tryng to focus on the sound. I have much more to play, but that was a hit. My trail pony had his yearly dental work done today. I'll describe that later, but horses need to get their teeth filed because, unlike our teeth, their teeth are always growing. When the teeth wear unevenly, they get sharp points and a horse will go off his feed. Anyway, Samwise had a little too much of a tranquilizer that relaxes throat muscles. He dozed on his feet and snored for forty-five minutes after his teeth were done. I have never known a horse to snore before. I had to stay with him until he was awake enough to go to dinner. Miller had his first verey slow release tranquilizer shot today. It will take three days to take effect, so I'll continue to try to keep him calm and relatively inactive. I think we're going to change his cast soon.

April 4, 2007

The horse chiropractor made his rounds at the barn today. I asked him about Miller. He said that he can work on Miller, for general comfort and healing, when Miller gets his cast off. He said that before then, the cast would make the horse walk abnormally and the adjustment wouldn't hold. He also told me that race horses only work in one direction and they grow with an uneven hipline because of this. A horse has to have adjustment work before he finishes his sixth year if this is to be corrected. ( Miller is officially 5, but he actually turns 5 on May 2, according to Equibase.) The chiropractor also thought that Miller had so much muscle strength right now that it would be hard to do any adjustments that the horse might need. Now that I think back, only the graded stakes horses in the Whittingham barn had the muscle strength that Miller has right now, especially in his hind end. I have had the horse with me for two weeks today, and he sure has brought a whirlwind of change in my life. Medically, he needs to be with me, but his heart is big enough for all of his admirers. (Did I hear him say that those with carrots and treats can go straight to the front of the line?)

April 13, 2007

Today I got to see Miller's hard side, and boy can he be a tough customer. I think that the situation developed because this was the fist time that I had him out with horses fairly close in front of and behind him. The horse behind him scared him with a shaking noise, and he let go a full-on kick so fast that I would have missed it if I had blinked. Then he scrunched his mouth up to the appearance of a large prune and twisted his neck with thoughts of biting me. It probably wasn't personal, just an all-points defense. I have never seen such an equine scrunch. When I wanted him to back up or even to walk forward, he stayed in place like a lead block, and boy was he strong. I chose not to fight him. I think that he has both dished out and taken a lot of abuse. He finally followed me back into his stall. A friend who is the manager of a vet hospital said that Miller is a survivor, and survivors know how to be mean. On the good side, he didn't actually try to bite me and he did eventually yield; on the bad side, if this horse is in a corner or frightened, he is mightly dangerous. Well, I'll do my best to keep him in unthreatening situations. All I can do is try. In challenging situations, such as asking a horse to walk through a puddle he doesn't like, I'd get after most horses. With this one, I'd just try it some other day. My vet's sister was one of the original vets for Northern Dancer, and she said that he was incredibly aggressive towards people, trying to pin all his vets against the wall. Miller has Northern Dancer on both sides. I don't think he could be turned out with other horses without a lot of fireworks. Miller's ideal home is probably a large single paddock with a double fence and other horses and people nearby. I know that at the wild horse sanctuary, all fence lines are double with space in between. He was a little more lame today, and I hope that that is just due to some irritation from the cast. The way that the wind howled here last night, any horse could have had a bad night and stirred around too much.

April 14, 2007

We have trouble here. Miller spiked a fever of 101.4, and he has filling in the coronary band. I made an emergency call to the vet and we gave him antibiotics and anti-inflammatory and changed the cast. I thought he might have had a fever yesterday when he was cranky, but the trainer didn't think he felt hot. I didn't ask her to take his temperature because he was grumpy and had already let a kick fly when something scared him. Since we're a riding horse barn and rarely see equine Indy-cars like Miller, I couldn't ask anyone to take such a risk. Dr. Stevens worked with him for about 30 minutes without giving him a shot. I spent most of that time rattling his chain and saying, "Quit the pruney-face!" and we got through it. We did have to use a bit of Rompun to make sure he was still for the re-wrapping of the leg, though. The reason for the filling in the coronary band is that the joint is out of alignment without the strength of the suspensory to support it. The pain he was feeling was from inflammation higher in the leg. One complication is that Miller can't give up his habit of pawing. When he does it, I have taken to squeezing his upper leg muscles and saying, "no." Right now we have to pray most that no laminitis develops because we couldn't fight that. He did eat all of his dinner and bran and meds, and his blood work was OK. I'll check him in the morning.

April 16, 2007

Miller's temperature was 100.4 an hour ago, so at least that is an improvement. He was a little sore, but not too bad. He is so smart that he has learned to stop pawing when I say, "Miller, NO! However, it has no effect when anyone else says it, so he paws everytime he hears the feed truck. He let another gal and I in to his stall to check his temperature, and he wasn't threatening. I have a feeling that he likes women much better than men, and he probably has his reasons. When he perceives any threat, he can withdraw into him self and be resistant. If he has his mind set on what he wants, it is not renegotiable in the 47 seconds that it would take to get to the half mile pole on the track, although it is renegotiable with patience. I can't criticize the jocks who rode him. This way or that way; they did their best. Perhaps Miller's need for self-determination was a reason that he didn't retain riders well. I can see that letting him run 6f workouts at his chosen speed was a way to keep the peace with him Dr. Stevens will look at him again tomorrow afternoon. Thank you for your prayers. Miller does have a capacity to appreciate those who love him. It would be absolute hell to lose him, even though he is a pistol of a horse to look after.

April 21, 2007

Today when we changed the bandages on Milltown Road, the suspensory did not look good. Miller has had quite a bit of nervousness and pawing as he has settled into his new place, and it is still quite torn. Basically it's a Barbaro kind of thing-- hoping to get some healing before we get more complications. We did put a very firm shell cast back on. If that doesn't help, the last thng we can try is a solid cast which has the horse put his weight on his "toe" for awhile. I will keep trying as long as possible. Your prayers and good thoughts are appreciated.

April 22, 2007

Miller's leg looked pretty bad when we changed the wrapping yesterday. He had managed to do more damage with all his hyper-activity. The only good news is that he has calmed down, and that Bizzy Ball is the greatest thing he's ever seen. He was happily covered in goo yesterday from working at it. I had it hung where he could pin it a little bit against the wall. I'm glad that you sent two, because he'll be ready for the second one by tomorrow, I'll order more for him and Samwise. The tongue twister is installed. He has sampled it but isn't too sure about the cherry flavoring. I might paint a little bit of boysenberry syrup on it to get him started. If he doesn't show improvement in the next two or three weeks, our last resort will be to put him in a cast which stands him on his toe, so to speak. I have had to stop leaving treats for him because I have to be sure that he doesn't paw when he sees me.

May 4, 2007

We changed the cast on Miller today and the state of his leg looked very slightly encouraging. At least it was no worse, and he has been more comfortable. I doubt that he could ever carry the weight of a rider again, even with the best case scenario. He needs to rebuild a lot of fiber in the torn suspensory to be able to support his own weight. We're thinking of making a special extended shoe that would put less pressure in the suspensory area.

The surgeon said I'd need extraordinary patience to see this thing healed. I said I teach ninth grade, He said I'd have enough. I can say that Miller is sooo much like a kid who has had to act tough to survive but is gentler by nature. I follow all of the vet's instructions, but I have also called in an "alternative healer" and applied some interesting therapy. We did quite a bit of acupressure. Holding that horse from chest to tailbone was quite an experience. Then we did some music therapy. I'm sure it sounds odd, but I have a real interesting picture of the horse's face upon first hearing Mozart.

May 15, 2007

Both the vet and the surgeon looked at Miller today. He was walking well in his current cast, and we decided to leave it on for another week. He has some body soreness from being in a cast and being kept inside, but we can't give him bute because he becomes too carefree to protect his leg. I can't massage or put liniment on the areas because he is usually extremely fussy about being touched, except for his face and ears. I'll try more when I can get an experienced person to hold him on a lead shank while I work on him.

In the moments when he is relaxed and friendly (and probably hoping for a treat of banana or peppermint flavoring) he is a soft, kind, intelligent companion. In the recent hot weather he got up and down for several naps. This weekend in the arena in front of his stall we had a Police Pros horse training clinic where we rode through scary obstacles and ended the weekend with an equine soccer match. This is played with two teams of five horses and a giant ball 6 feet in diameter. The object is for a team to get a line of horses pushing against the ball with their chests and rolling it into the goal. The ball squggles away easily, and the game is fast and lively, but my greatest surprise of this game was that Miller slept through it.

I highly recommend the Police Pros to anyone who wants to observe or to learn about handling horses safely through all of the distractions of the modern age.

May 22, 2007


Geri with Milltown Road

Today was the first day that my vet, Donna Stevens, could find cause for an encouraging outlook on Milltown Road's situation. Today she and surgeon Rodrigo Vasquez put a Kimzey Splint on Miller. This is a very elaborate brace with a metal sole which sets the horse up on his toe. They have done this because they believe that some re-alignment of his fetlock joint is now possible. I'll try to send a picture to be posted here. Meanwhile, I'll send it to those who are on Miller's OS e-mail list.

Both vets observed that Miller is a very athletic horse. He learned instantly to turn around by pivoting on his hind end like a reining horse. He also instantly discovered that the cast makes a wonderful pawing and excavating tool. He'll probably be sore tomorrow from all of his new activity.

Miller is becoming a gentler creature than we knew at the track. Today I saw him rubbing faces together with a friend's seven-year-old son! I thank you again for your prayers and healing thoughts.

May 29, 2007

First of all, if anyone talks to jockey Michael Baze on Friday, please thank him for easing Miller after the finish of his last race and calling for the van on that day.

Dr. Stevens looked at Miller today to see how he is getting along on his "toe shoe." He's very agile and contented with it, and has take to ballet-like moves. He has his own versions of pirouette and jete when moving (often quickly) around in his stall. We can only hope that his contented behavior is a sign that there is much healing going on.

He's getting more agreeable to being touched, but is very fearful and threatening when I place a hand near his rump. I think that he may have been a runner on which a whip should not have been carried.

Leandro once told me that "The problem with Milltown Road is that he is smarter than we are." There's a lot of truth in that. Miller is quick to indicate what he likes or doesn't like, and quickly learns to signal for what he wants. He is also VERY set in his ways of doing things. This may be why he went through so many different jocks.

When he has demolished a molasses ball, he waves his nose up and down in the space where it hung, and I install a new one. We're on ball number 13. He has a CD collection and seems to like baroque flute music-- perhaps these are closest to the sounds that horses make. He really likes one New Age CD which I'll tell you about if anyone is interested in a a major relaxation CD.

June 3, 2007

We found phenomenal improvement in Miller's leg today when we changed the cast. Thank you, thank you, thank you for your prayers and healing thoughts. It looks like he will win the fight for his life. I'll post the details later because I am totally exhausted today.

Miller is so smart that he now takes a mouthful of water before he works on the Bizzy Ball. He slurps the water over the ball to make it dissolve faster. He is so athletic that he can trot with the toe cast on. He isn't supposed to trot, of course, but I made the mistake of putting a half ration of vitamins in his feed. No more of that. The owner of the ranch passed away and I'm sure it will be sold within the year. I'll have to find a place to keep Samwise and Miller.

June 5, 2007

Miller will have a vet check and cast change tomorrow, and I'll let you know how it goes. He was pretty happy today. Building trust is a slow process. I know exactly what Grace meant when she said that you have to let the horses adjust on their own time "IF they ever do." If Miller can't trust me, he'll never trust a human being again. I do think that he appreciates me, though. He likes his music hour each day, and so do the horses around him. He has a hard time getting used to being touched-- he's so afraid he's going to be hit. When he flattens his ears, I say, "yeah, right," and rub his ears anyway, but he's very uneasy about behing touched past his shoulders-- and some days I don't push it that far. This is a horse that should never have been whipped.


Milltown posing for the camera

June 21, 2007

Today Miller's vet, a very conservative person, said that she was ecstatic and amazed at the healing that Milltown Road has done. I could send pictures from today, but I took them on a cell phone, and I don't know how to transmit them. Meanwhile, I have attached a photo of Miller taken last night. As the vet said, "He has no shortage of personality." He will still be confined to stall rest for a very long time. He got a new speacially made shoe today and we took the cast off and wrapped him in just bandages. We finally took off the front shoes he wore in his last race three months ago. This was the first time he could stand well enough for us to take them off. If you ever have a horse that loses shoes, well, Doug's racetrack shoer, Jim Jimenez, really had those shoes put on well. Miller will probably never be able to carry a rider again, but he's a very entertaining companion. Thank you for your prayers and healing thoughts.


August 27, 2007

Looking back at the write up made me realize how far we have come and how scared Miller used to be. Yesterday I set a record for time rubbing and petting him while we listened to a whole CD of James Galway playing Bach. Miller relaxes a lot to that one. He didn't want me to leave yesterday.

The Kimzey splint is back on (after Miller got it off last week). The vet says that if we get any improvement in the lift of the fetlock joint, we'll try the splint some more. If we don't, we settle for what we have. There is strong tissue in the ligament now, but the fetlock joint is not aligned enough for Miller to ever carry a rider. Dr. Stevens says that he can live comfortably, but he probably won't be able to do much. Believe me, the phrase, "Live Comfortably" was music to my ears.

For a high-strung horse that has been stall-bound for five months, he is wonderfully content. Dr. Stevens commented on his changes in behavior and said that it will be interesting to see how his personality develops as we work with him more. Tentatively, the date to start hand-walking him is October first.


August 28, 2007

Miller is keeping a positive attitude in spite of wearing a heavy splint in heat and humidity. We had an interesting day, though. I've heard that competitive runners look other horses in the eye, and I've seen pictures of those looks in races. Today I got to experience it up real close. Miller wasn't liking having me dust off his back, and he turned towards me, flattened his ears, and glared. I glared back. We moved toward each other and stood there literally cheek to cheek and with our eyeballs maybe two inches apart just staring. I finally said, "It's OK, Miller." For his part, he didn't nip or gnash his teeth. It was a unique experience.

Last spring I got to talk to the head trainer of the Cavalia show. He does the final number with three stallions that are free on the stage. He said that his horses take their cues by watching the movements of his eyes.

There is much, much more in a horse's mind than we can ever discern from a racing form, though I do read the form.


September 6, 2007

We have taken the cast and heavy bandage off of Miller's leg. We had to wait some extra time because it isn't safe to give a horse a tranquilizer shot in very hot weather. Actually, Miller only needed half a dose of the shot because he was relaxed with his Vivaldi CD playing. It's something like his teddy bear I guess.

The foot had enough strength for Miller to support his weight on it. It isn't pretty, but it functions. We will keep a light bandage on for awhile. The joint does not have much flexibility right now, but that is a good thing for now because it keeps him from over stretching the new tissue.

His coat is soft and glistening, and his eyes are bright but calm. Dr. Stevens said it will still be a long time before we know how much he'll be able to do. I didn't tell her that I had already seen him trot and even take a canter step with the heavy steel splint on when he was startled. He may begin being hand-walked and the end of the month.

September 19, 2007

Tonight Miller will spend his first evening in his stall without bandages on. The vet said it would be time to take them off soon. When I visited Miller today, he started grabbing the whole top of the bandage with his mouth and pulling, then nodding at me, then repeating the move. I decied that he knew it was time. Although the fetlock joint is disfigured, he can put his full weight on the foot. Yesterday was the first time that he stood on it while I held his other front foot up.

He may even be able to have a normal walk, but the vet said that he still must be kept at stall rest for another month. The ligament fibers will strengthen with the bandage off, but he isn't ready for official exercise yet. We did get some "unofficial" exercise when we were buzzed by a helicopter with a whistling rotor and he scrambled a bit. He contemplated mischief after that-- you can tell because he always crinkles his nose when he's contemplating mischief. He settled down with a sugar ball and a CD of Handel. If we ever have a super nervous horse in OS, I recommend Miller's CD collection.

October 7, 2007

Miller has had his best week so far, and his left fetlock joint has almost raised to the level of his right one. He keeps his knee bent most of the time, not putting his full weight on the left foot, but he can stand and walk on it without any support when he is asked to. He may be allowed to take walks by the end of the month-- the vet will say when.

He continues to be a character. He's a master of the baleful glance. He'll direct it at the radio when he doesn't like a voice on the radio. Like many barn radios, it stays on the Latino stations. Miller likes Gloria Estevan and also a group with a very pretty sound called Reik. I have no idea what the songs are about, but find that some voices and beats are claming to animals. Salsa is a much softer beat than I ever realized, and he listens to it calmly. Miller still gets his classical CDs, and the vet brought one by a really good new Italian singer named Vittorio.

He's on his fourth carton of Pony Pops. The music and the Pops have been a huge factor in calming and saving the life of this horse, who was a 24/7 stall weaver and cribber at the track. Last week I took a Pop out of his stall when I decided that he had had enough sugar for the day. I put it in a sealed plastic bucket outside of the stall and turned to work on my other horse. I heard a strange noise: Miller had craned his head way under the stall guard, grabbed the bucket by the handle, taken it into his stall, and was trying to pry the lid off with his teeth.

In the last two days his winter coat started growing in-- at least 3/8 of an inch of it. This may be a sign that our long hot spell is coming to an end. I hope he gets enough coat not to need a blanket. He would probably be a blanket-eating horse.

This month he'll get his yearly vaccinations. I wish we knew for certain that all horses at the track were getting these regularly, but vet statements come out for different vets, different horses, and different intervals. It's difficult.

Miller get shots for Rhinopneumonitis and flu, Potomac horse fever, and EPM. Lately a couple of people at the barn bought horses that had EPM-- a shame when it's so preventable. In December we'll give the West Nile update. I mention these because people who are newer to buying horses would want to know about them. Vaccinations run about 300 dollars per year per horse.

I got a pair of hiking shoes and look forward to being able to walk with Miller.


October 22, 2007

Say a prayer for Miller. I had to leave him behind when the fire came into Rancho Santa Fe. I had planned to make a stand. One fire chief said the fire would blow on over the ranch in about 5 minutes' time and horses in open areas would be safe. I thought that Miller would go into a dangerous panic and hurt himself or someone else if he went back to the Del Mar Race Track, and he isn't supposed to be even walking around yet. So I waited. Then the sherriff made me get out when the flames were 1/2 mile away. By the time I left, the ashes were so bad I couldn't see. A friend took my other horse to Olivenhain, but then had to evacuate again from there up to Carlsbad.

If Miller survives this, he is an incredibly lucky horse. I can't believe that a man who was firefighter of the year told me this morning that the fire would mostly jump over the ranch -- and we could duck behind the brick barn while it came over. It wasn't worth any more than a tip at the race track. The fire has been burning the canyon for the last 12 hours now. I know from the TV that everything 1/4 mile away from the barn, in a horseshoe arc, is burning.
We had a false sense of security there with at least ½ billion dollars worth of homes in the surrounding hills, and a fire department on each side-- thinking they would go to great lengths to protect the area, and never thinking that the enire county could go up at once.
The fire is 11 miles away from this house in Cardiff now. If it comes here, I have one place to go: surfing. Thank you for keeping us in your prayers.


October 24, 2007

Thank you all for your prayers and good wishes. The last I heard (yesterday) was that the horses had water and were OK. The ranch owner sneaked back in by driving through the next door neighbor's burning gate and going up the power line road-- some of the very power lines you saw burning on TV. Of course, the power was out; then her cell phone battery wore out.

I have another song going through my mind now-- "Maggie's Farm." That's because, where Miller is kept , "The national guard stands around the door." They wouldn't let me through to see him, and I can appreciate that. Many times yesterday the news highlighted the danger of the fire going down the dry Escondido Creek bed, which begins near the ranch and burning all the way to the beach. Unfortunately, that broadcast could give the wrong people the wrong idea and I'm glad the guard is there. Channel 10 repeated a video of two horses standing in an arena, a white and a chestnut. Those two live right next to Miller. Their actual stalls are almost exactly two miles south-southwest of the entrance to the Seven Bridges Golf Course. My only worry at the moment is whether or not Miller did any damage to his leg with all the stress. I have bought some eye ointment and skin gel to use as soon as I can get to him.

There is a whole community of equine refugees at Ride America, where we sent the horses which we could get out. One had a clever owner. She had dipped her fingers in a jar of white poultice and written her horse's name and her cell hone number right on the horse.

When Thomas first posted Miller as an OS offering, he wrote something like, "Join the Adventure." Adventure has been an understatement. The "adventure" has included-- watching Miller run sideways, while looking at the crowd, down the stretch at Santa Anita when he was the favorite in the bottom leg of the pick 6; watching him run a mile split of of 1:33 and change; watching him win at Santa Anita; feeding him carrots with many OS friends, watching him be vanned off the track at Santa Anita; being with him as he was tied on an operating table for a new surgical procedure, holding his head in my arms while a vet applied a specially designed cast, buying him a rack of classical music CDs; trying to hold him still while a water-droper-chopper flew 50 feet over our heads; and being forced by the sheriff to flee and leave him behind. If he's Ok when I see him again, it will be a bigger thrill than winning the pick-6.

In any case, this week we are probably all not thinking of what we woulda-shoulda-couda done, but rather being very thankful for what we have.


October 25, 2007

Miller is doing well. In fact, he had himself a real party the night of the fire. He was smart enough to open the latch on his temporary corral and he ran loose during the fire. He went to every corral and told the other horses who was king of the ranch. He lost quite a bit of fur in those exchanges, but he was very proud of himself. The leg seemed no worse for the wear. He is like a kid who doesn't appreciate how much we might worry about him.

I got this account of Miller from some friends who risked arrest by sneaking past the National Guard to take care of the horses. They used a little-known horse trail through a place called Spooks Canyon, and called to mind the phrase, "A cowgirl don't need to have a horse; she just gets where she's goin'.

The fire chief's daughter has a horse at our ranch, and the chief said that the fire would probably jump over the ranch and burn around it. That's what the fire did, although the high flames shown on TV were 100 yards from the ranch on three sides.

By the (fourth) time we were told to leave the ranch in the afternoon, my eyes were so inflamed from all the ash that I could barely see. I had a respirator mask from my gardening. The gal who owns the ranch managed to sneak back and drive through the burning gate of the ranch next door, go in through a back road and hose down the hot spots. We stopped her from doing that a couple of times in the afternoon, but she was determined.

Now that we can relax about the safety of the horses, we'll turn our attention to helping others in this difficult time. Thank you for all your moral support.


October 26, 2007

The vet looked at Miller's leg today to check for any damage done while he was loose during the fire. She said that it looked good, and it seemed to be strengthened by exercise; however, Miller is "grounded" for another week and cannot begin his rehab exercise program until she makes sure there is no residual damage from his escapade.

Miller is pushing, pulling, nudging, and beckoning me to let him get out and explore the world some more. He wants the company of other horses now, and leans out toward those passing by. He seems like a normal young five-year-old horse who has his life ahead of him.


October 28, 2007

I'll post this later, but Miller showed his real character yesterday. I had him out of his stall while it was being cleaned. Sometimes he's antsy and rushes when I take him back in the stall. Yesterday I turned him at a little too sharp of an angle. Stupidly, I looked back to see if his hind end would clear the doorway. Right away, the two of us were stuck together in the doorwary like Abbott and Costello. I stood still, waiting to see which side of me would get trampled first, and Miller stood still. I could just feel the gears of his mind working. Then he backed up two steps and waited for me to get clear. What a sweetheart.

During the fire evacuation as I was putting Miller into the last holding pen quickly because the sherriff was herding us out I had the thought that Miller was smart enough to undo the latch, but I couldn't bear to put a second chain on it. If he had to fight for his life, I wanted him to have a chance to get out. When the TV showed the flames all around the ranch, I was praying that he would get out somehow. Well, he did, but I didn't expect him to go make a party out of it. A shed 50 yards from the pen he was in burned to the ground.
In all of this he showed what you and I always knew--he's a special, special horse.
Meanwhile, Samwise has cheered up a lot by being home.


November 17, 2007

Eight months have gone by since Miller was vanned off the track. He can take 10 minute walks now. Friends say that his walking stride looks normal.

If he gets spooked and has "thoroughbred moments," this exercise is like trying to hold a half-ton whirligig on a lead shank. If his environment is calm, however, he behaves well.

I visited his grandsire, Mr. Prospector in 1990. That horse was fuzzy, calm, and huggable. I'll hope that Miller can "grow up" to be like that, though I think that Miller got both his face and his "wired" moves (throwing both feet straight forward, or kicking his heels skyward) from his Hail To Reason ancestry. The Halo offspring had moves like that. Miller definitely got the elegant ears from Man-O-War, who is eight generations back. The trademark steep locomotive shoulder probably came from Northern Dancer. I wish I knew what line his wonderful intelligence came from-- that's his most endearing quality.

He's hanging out at a barn with practical horses who have one-syllable names-- Sam, Zack, Zip, Beau, etc., and he's happy enough to get to see a little more of the world each day.


December 6, 2007

Miller has had a great week re-discovering life's simplest pleasures.  On Tuesday he was able to stand out in the sunshine a long time for the first time since he left the track.  He was really soaking it in and taking a more concentrated look around his new home. 

Yesterday he consented to be rubbed all over with a rubber-tipped pet massage brush, and he made deligeted "camel faces."

He has been in an isolated stall to keep him still and quiet, but today other horses were brought into his barn because of the expected rain..  He could just get his nose over the wooden partition between stalls to rub noses with the horse next to him.  We hoped he'd have stablemates that he'd get along with so he wouldn't try to kick out the wall between them.  

He turned out to be overwhelmed with joy to rub noses with a 16-year-old chestnut Arabian named Quint (the most animated horse in the area, next to Miller).  He was sooooooo happy just to bond with another horse again.   On the other side he has a 28 year old son of Cougar II named Gato.

I took him into our arena, which looks like a small training track, and he began trembling and fishtailing around, so I took him out.  Perhaps it gave him the feeling that too much would be expected of him.

He appears to have a normal walking stride.  This is much more than we expected.  When he's spooked-- which is often-- he seems to have normal leaps, spins, bucks, and kicks, too.


May 9, 2008

Alan (my husband)  got an Appaloosa named Sparky. He can be as lively as Miller.

Miller's latest game is that he stops and won't be led forward. This happened after I let him graze in the spring. Now he just wants to be looking for food (Why are we not surprised?) He can walk for thirty minutes a day now -- if I have the energy.




October 16, 2008

This is what Miller did this morning:

Miller's making a remarkable attempt to communicate to humans. He isn't allowed to run yet, but he drops hints when he's working on his driving reins. He looks at us and then backs up to the round pen rail and launches himself forward EXACTLY as if he were coming out of the starting gate. Then he looks at us again as if he were saying, "I want to R-U-N, don't you get it." He did that three times this morning.

I can imagine him saying, "Tell Curlin I can make him look like a ten-cent nag, not a ten million dollar horse." Miller moves with the thunder of a big stakes horse, and is increasingly strong to try to handle, but it's his intelligence that stands out.